Uniqueness of blood type

Kekadang, bla pk blik, ahahaha...mmg prangai individu tu depends gak on blood type dia. Mine is B+. Mmg direct [especially lau kat kedai mkn. mmg kuar la segala falsafah customer service aku. Mati la order taker / servers. Housemate yg sorang tu pon tgh tnggu time je aku nk bersuara ni. Gergasi memekik t, baru dia tau langit tu tinggi ke rendah ], pastu bla kat tempat awam, xtngok pun owg keliling [bom meletup pun xheran] and xksah pun bkawan ngan sape even the whole world hates that one person...huhu...Tah la, for me it doesn't matter ngan sape kta kwn n how bad that fren really is as long as they're a good fren. Ye la, kta bkawan sbb nk bkwan la, len la lau ada special interest, strings attached ke..tu mmg pilih bulu la, n obviously, it's not to be fren, but to use that person. [rasa cam owg kliling aku n most people camni. I wonder, diowg xtau ke Allah tu adil, xtakut ke t diorang lak kena camtu?]

Ima koko ni~

Last Friday, cupcake sampai kat uma. Yg order o9 ritu. Tukang wat kek nye da upload kat blog dia.. http://cuppacakeblicious.blogspot.com/2010/03/rukia-ichigo.html. Siap ada wish card lg tu..


Ni cupcake nye, cantik x? Total price including deliver, rm120....mmg cupcake nye sedap sgt...Tp sdey...sbb love nye yg pacak2 tu tumbang..sbb whether pnas msa delivery tuh...Time smayang jumaat...gomen kan rehat lame jumaat...





And this is my current bedrooom...Been sleeping with books...There's just so many to be read.. Smlm, g bp mall n mcd..Lame gila xmkn mcd. Tp malangnye...mcd smlm xsdap...Hampanye rasa ati... Start arini, sbln xde air...Bekalan ada, cuma 12 jam je, 10pg sampai 10mlm...Last Friday gak, jmpa dekan..Dia arahkan wat master kat usm so that ley abis cpat. I understand that she only wants the best for me. and it is the best. If this's what HE has in store for me, then I'll take it. Maybe it's better to be apart from everyone n leave everything behind.

Td tjumpa quotes dr Mother Theresa, dia ckp,

"If you cannot love the person whom you see in front of you, how can you love God whom you cannot see"
and...

"If you start judging people you will be having no time to love them"

I'm fully agreed with the quotes. Sbb bla kta dok pertikaikan kekurangan dlm apa yg kta terima, we'll start seeing cracks in the relationship, which eventually leads to fights, problem, etc..and kalau kta xmampu bertahan diuji melalui org yg kta sayang, camne kta nk sayang DIA yg kta xnmpak, yg mmg turunkan kta kat muka bumi ni utk diuji? camne kta nk tahan dgn ujian dia lau ujian dr org dpan mata pun kta xley nk tahan..Being with him byk mengajar aku erti hidup bsama, not only for me, but for both of us. Love alone xckup utk hidup bsama. Slama ni, dgn yg lpas, hurm, pd aku skang, hanya cinta monyet. Sbb hanya pk nk bsama, hnya pk syg, hnya nk happy. Hakikatnye, byk yg plu ada utk hidup bsama. Love, understanding, planning, backup, ilmu rumahtangga, ilmu komunikasi, byk lg. It takes a lot to accepts a person as a whole, as he is, and adapt...

Wedding Course~

Last weekend g wedding course. 2 days. Tp doesn't ended as expected.. At first, plan nk DIA g course so that


1 - bende2 yg if aku nk sampaikan pd dia, dia xley terima [tugas isteri, belanja anak, etc...], in hope, dia dapat terima dgn terbuka n fikir bila penceramah sampaikan... So, harapnye dia akan lbey besungguh utk dapatkan aku, lbey btanggungjawab dengan hidup n tanggungan dia...Benda ni bukan klas, ni persediaan utk hadapi alam baru, utk beri kesedaran dan t/jawab. xsepatutnya seseorang tu tdo / leka. Even aku the whole first day tu sakit pala, sakit perut, sakit sumanya, gagahkan diri jugak tumpukan phatian, nape dia, lelaki, amik mudah benda ni?

2 - ktorang experienced benda ni sesame, spent happy times sesame..Tp dia lak, time kursus, tdo. Bla sms, miskol kejutkan, kena marah lak ngan dia...dtang, rehat, balik, suma xsaing, xsesame..

Tetibe tdetik, mampu ke dia jd suami n bapak yg btanggungjawab t?

Semalam yg pnat~

Yesterday, I passed by "Hitler" on my walk kat pasar malam taman U.. God, he is sooooo annoying.. Luckily, aku xprasan dia...Ahaks! Kat sana bli kentang and susu segar. Yummy! Lame tuh cari susu tu...dlu kecik2 biasa bli kat muar, la ni xpnah jmpa2..Nk bli laksa, tah mane kdainye da tlepas..Bli selendang pink, krim, and kain pasang pink bunga2...Hurm...ptg ni nk antar kat Tai Chong.


Dr snin lpas dmam, tp xsdar pun dri sendiri dmam.. Smlm da xlarat, blik trus jmpa doc.. Blum check temp lg, dia da ckp aku pnas msa selak tudung [ear temp checking]..Then dia tropong lak tlinga coz ritu bdarah kene kuku..biasa kuku panjang. ritu kku da pndek, tu yg t'ganas, sampai darah. Then memacam la dia check..gastrik pun da dtg blik.. Tu rasa nk muntah..Ingtkn sakit pe, coz xpnah tetibe ngadap pc, rasa cam earthquake.

Trus blik uma, tdo...Bgn je mlm tu, cam da ok. Soknye, blik keje, pun pning2 gak...tdo, mlm bgn, bdan pnas lak. Trus mandi air spare dlm tong yg sejuk cam air kolah tu. Pon pnas gak. Mlm tu trus mkn antibiotik, bsedia sblm sakit. Huhu.. Pastu smlm cam da ok, tp ptg rasa nk muntah da, xlarat...tu yg trus g kinik...sekali sampai 7 ubat da dia bg..


Pas mkn ubat, bsuh bju. Weekend ni g kusus kawin, t baju lg blonggok..Pas beren
dam basuh bju, still rasa pnas g, tu yg mandi lg air tong tu. Da mandi lapar nk mkn la plak. Eirza da masakkn nsi..Nk msak lauk, aku xlarat la plak...Last2 nek blik, mnum susu segar tu dgn harapan xlapar lg...


Pastu bam trus tdo..Bape ari ni mmg bgn tdo je pala pning. Ikotkan ati nk aje amek mc. Tp bru je msuk keje, tu yg dtg gak.. :'(

It's all love eventually...

Sbtu lpas g Summit. Bli wallet, handbeg and heels [finally]. Ok x wallet nih? rm 15.00. Saje tukar taste, nk nampak ladies sket. Nmpak ladies ke? Tah la. Ye la, before ni aku pkai wallet men je dr zaman skola dlu, sampai la dia suh pkai wallet ladies. Then bli ladies one ngan dia kat Carefour. Putih. Ladies design, tp corak still ade grunge sket. Disebabkan putih, nampak le kotornye bla da lama pkai.. Then msa bli yg ni amoi tu suggest pkai ni. Dia ckp, remaja skang pkai camni. Kakakaka....dia xtau ke aku bukan remaja lg..da nk msuk 27 oi.. Dia pun bli wallet gak kat kdai tu. Nape la laki skang suka wallet zip keliling tuh. xkenan n xpaham aku.. Then handbeg pon bli gak...Sbb yg bli ngan paeza kat mlk tu da putos talinye. Penggunaan yg sungguh extensive!


Ni la handbeg nye..Dia plih coz msa tu da rambang mata, xtau nk yg mana..Then amek yg ni coz byk poket besar [so ley la asingkan brg n xle la aku kembur bila nk cari barang. Bikin panas je t time angen xbek] Price, rm 30.00. Last but not least, bli heels..[heels pun da putus wo..] Jenuh dok singgah suma kdai kasut sampai lupe kdai mane yg kenan. Dia pon da nek pnat layan aku bjalan, so last2 amek je la yg ni....Size 4. Biasa aku pkai size 5. Tp kasut ni size 5 dia cam besar je, so amek size 4..Ada kaler itam, pink n krim...

Unfortunately, warna itam blackmetal aku tu xde size 4..yg ada pink kaler n krim...Pink nampak buruk..Hurm...nk xnk tpaksa la amik kaler ni...Ok la tu..T tnggu lg tah bila zaman nk g kdai kasut lg... Then g mkn McD...lame seh xmkn, [dia lak xsuka McD] Mkn sambil kena bebel la gamaknye..Tp dia suap gak. Hik hik..Blik tu, cuaca lak mendung nk ujan..Tringat lak atok msak ubi kcik2 dlu...Pe lg, wat experiment la...

Rebus kentang!!Gile kentang ar! So dok la mkn kentang yg pnas berasap time2 sjuk2 ujan ptg tu..Then blik, dia g rewang lak pas antar aku...Sdara dia kawen..Dia dok nolong sampai mlm...Jumaat tu dia keje..12mlm smpai 8.30pg...pastu smpai uma dlm kul 9 pg, dia tdo jap, kul 11 siap2, kua amek aku g Summit..cian dia..tdo 2 jam je...blik tu dia tlong keje kawin kat kg lak, sampai kul7...pastu dia tdo jap, isyak tlg rewang sampai 3 pg...sok nye kul7 da bgn potong lembu ngan tlg2 sampai kul5 ptg..Lau bukan sbb nk layan aku shopping, msti dia da ckup rehat...Wan ckp, lau dia, bek dia blik tdo dlu dr lyan awek shopping..

Huhu..sesungguhnya rasa kesian yg amat kat dia sbb btahan ngan prangai aku..Aku pun btahan gak pe ngan prangai dia...Jumaat tu da xley than lg ngan prangai dia, tu yg komplen tu. Luckily dia ley trima. Angin nga bek kot. Lau x, biasa mmg da perang..Tu yg dapat kua bli brg sabtu tu..Bkn brg xpenting pun..Ahad tu pas abes tlg kat kg, dia dtg redah ujan antar nasi minyak sbb Jumaat tu aku ckp tringin nk mkn nsi minyak. T'harunya.. (^_^)

Lame gak ktorang gado kali ni, cuma x gila cam biasa gado besar je. Dr Ahad sminggu lpas sampai la jumaat lpas..Tp dr fight kali ni, dpt disimpulkan, dia ada la gak inisiatif nk bebaik even dlm dlm ati nk aje dia meletup cam biasa...And even pnat, dia layankan gak aku sbb xnk gado lg...

One wish




"If I had just one wish
Only one demand
I hope he'll love me more
I hope he understands
That life means nothing without him..."


Diorang dok ckp psal wish td. If we had a chance to get a granted wish, what we'll be wishing for? If it's me, I'll wish for him..Tp 1 wise wish from them is a wish for heaven. The reason is, bla kta dapat syurga, suma wish kta akan tertunai. Means u can wish for many things. To think rationally, I would certainly wish for the brain to compelete this project. Duhh..! And of course to complete my PhD a.s.a.p...Amin, Insyaallah....

Td da order cupcake... Hasilnye t lbey kurang combination cupcakes ni...min 16 biji..Design sendiri. Amacam, ok x? If rasa ok, suma ok, tunang t maybe nk wat cupcakes lbey kurang camni..Hehe..

~ Tragis weekend

Last Sunday teman dia g bowling tournament kat Summit, tp in the end, gado... Actually ritu, tali heels ptus..then dia ckp, ahad t dia bwak g bandar, bli bru...Dia yg jnji, aku xrequest pape pun..Unfortunately, Sabtu tu nk dmam la plak...Mlm tu msak kuah pindang. Kol mak tnya camne nk msak. Heheh...bjaya lol! So mlm tu mkn nsi lauk kuah pindang ngan telur dadar...Pastu dia bwak g bli brang...bli tisu [selsema, tisu lak da abes], bli pinggan, pisau[pisau yg da ade sampai bengkok wat potong kentang n bawang] n jajan....Blik tu mkn ubat, bam, trus tumbang...Mlm tjaga tah bape kali sbb sakit sgt pala..Soknye bgn, bsuh baju, n msak[msak kuah pindang tu la]...pastu dok bring2 jap...Then dia kol, suh siap[tman dia g bowling tu]. Ikutkan ati, mlas je nk g. Tp pk nk bli heels n handbeg pas dia bowling tu, kuatkan gak badan...

Pas dia abes bowling, g mkn...Tringin sgt mkn McD, tp dia xreti, xley tlan McD, so...g la KFC...Kat KFC lak, huh, order taker tu bikin panas. Ikotkan ati nk aje sembur dia. Muka aku mmg da komot gila la msa tu. Ulang order sampai 3x. Bayangkan betapa sengalnye mamat lembab tu. Mmg klah KFC Pt. Raja...Even sni stafnye girls n bling2...tp 3x ganda lbey cpat, tangkas dr mamat lemau tu. Huh! Back to the subject, pas mkn tu g la survey kasut...dia suh bli trus, then aku ckp la nk survey dlu, blik t bru bli...Pastu, g la tmpat bowling tu blik...Penyampaian hadiah...Dia dpt 3rd place...Yay! Pastu msa nk blik, ckp la kat dia nk ngok ksut, dia ckp xsempat [ingtkn, sbb nk kjar asar, xpe la, ikotkan aje. Kang wat muka, xpsal2 je gado dpan kengkawan dia]. Mlm tu dia kol, bla tnya, dia ckp nk blik cpat tu sbnarnye sbb nk men BOLA@#?!!!!! Grrrr! Meletop ar, pe lg.

Hangin nye psal, terus baling hp kat dinding pintu uma..ckp kat dia, lau kol xdpt tu, mean hp problem [alasan je..ahaha...]. dia lak mrah la sbb aku majok[dia pk aku majok ar, kcik ati je sbnarnye. dsebabkan pk aku majok, dia pe lg, ngamok ar. **Ade ke patot???**] Sakit ati nye psal, trus sampai rini aku xcari dia...Pecah rekod ni, biasa 1ari pun xtahan. But, come to think of it, bla da tenang sket ni...ada perubahan la dlm performance dia...Biasa dia xpjuk. Tp ni, slpas dianalisa, nampak la usaha dia..Even bape ari ni dia xkol, xsms [biasa ari2 kol n sms], tp dia ada la sent msg kat fb, tnya aku mrah lg ke, kcik ati ke [1 per day]... yg ni aku reply la gak. Then td dia sms..pjuk...pastu snyap trus da...Sbuk keje la tu. Aku pun mlas la nk kcau dia..

Mo Hitori dake...

Aish...Mlm ni sampai Ahad dok sorang kat uma...Ni yg eden lomah ni...Da la penakot...Housemates lak g btn la, outstation la, mcm2...

Lg bikin panas rini, sampah kat uma. Muka aku lau harap nk buang sampah, kem salam ajer la. That's just soooo not me. Lau suh kemas or mencuci no hal. Trash, woo..back off me! Smlm blik uma, bau semacam, cam bau housemate yg sorang ni msak. Aku ignore je la, td lunch hour, blik nk msak, tngok2 kat plastic beg yg dia dok sukeee sgt gantong kat pintu tu da ada maggots. Eww..! Bikin hangin 1 badan ar. Aku plak yg kene buang??? Da b'buih nek sawan da dok b'letiaq, jgn buang sisa mkn dlm tu, "bende2 kotor" kan suke leftover...lg2 lau human parts cam darah, kuku, rambut, tulang2 mknan...nape suma owg xde otak??

Bab rambut pun satu lg, da la xreti2 nk nyental toilet, every week, aku gak yg dok mencangkung, sental bilik air n jamban. Rambut kat lubang air tu da la xreti buang, xkire la sape nye, lau xnk buang, jgn la lepaskan bukak lubang air tu n lpaskan ke situ...lau sumbat, sape yg susah??? Ei, Mr Bean pun reti la nk jage bende2 camni...Huh, buang mase je, tnggu la aku bebel t..

Duit dan Ting Ern

Smlm jumpa ima..discuss psal bisness..Bisness topup n cyrewards...Dua2 bisnes ni, aku join pas ilang keje..Credits to mrjajan, dia mmg wat bende2 ni fulltime. Duit mmg ribu2 la masuk. Aku join bende ni pun coz xnk ilang income cam ilang keje dlu...Backup in case. Anything can happen, you know..

Bisness topup da jln, duit pun da masuk...For me, mmg xrugi join topup ni. Monthly biasa aku spent around rm100 for top up aje. Bla abes kredit je mula la mlas nk g cari topup. Bnda ni lak kta topup dri sendiri pkai sms je. Dr buang duit bli topup kat apek, bek sndiri topup..[elak bazir duit kat orang, huhu..] lau topup utk dri sndri je n just jual topup, mmg untung sen..Consider worth it la bg yg xminat bisnes, tp nk dpt benefit bila topup..Lau nk lbey of course kna cari downline at least 4 orang..

Nk join? Snang je...
1 - register online kat sini, free, tp sebulan je la user account ni. Bla da bank in fee kat upline, bru jd VIP member -> http://prepaid4u.net/?id=topup_me

2 - bank in rm65 kat upline, then dia akan activate VIP akaun kta. Kta akan receive sms activation. Just reply "YES" je.

3 - Upon activation, kta akan dapat MyeCash rm11. Bende ni la kredit topup yg kta akan pkai or jual. So, pkai la rm5 or rm10 MyeCash ni utk test topup dri sendiri or org len. Cam bli topup reload kat kdai, bla kredit da masuk, pembeli akan dpt sms yg kredit da masuk. Kta lak akan dpt sms report yg kredit da masuk kat pembeli. So pembeli or kta, dua2 xley nk tipu la yg kredit xmasuk. MyEcASH kta bru ada rm11, so lau kta pkai topup rm10, MyeCash kta akan tnggal rm1. Camne nk tambah kredit(modal pusingan) utk jual / pkai topup? Here goes next step.

4 - Kta bli kredit kat ATM maybank or bli online kat -> https://www.cimbclicks.com.my/TIBSEPWeb/fpxBillPayment_add.do?payeeId=FPXMET
* lau bli kat ATM, kna pkai Maybank ATM card. Msuk je kad tu cam nk withdraw, tp plih menu beli topup. Plih amount topup yg kta nk beli (min rm30), t dia akan kua resit camni. Sent sms kat gateway (masukkan kod tambah nilai yg ada kat resit ni), t dia akan topup MyeCash kta. So MyeCash kta yg tinggal rm1 td, akan jd min rm30 depend on amount yg kta bli td...

* lau bli online, kta kna ada online banking account la..msukkn no hp kta, ic kta n amount kredit yg kta nk bli..pastu proceed based on jenis bank kta. (maybank, cimb, etc...)


5 - Skang kta da ada modal, bla nk pkai/ jual topup, just ikut sms dlm manual yg kta dpt msa register as VIP. For each topup kta akan dapat komisen. Skit je la. But once kta da ada downlide, kta akan dpt mcm2 bonus utk topup yg kta pkai, yg kta jual, downline kta kta dpt n topup yg downline kta pkai / jual for continously for 10 level...

Yg cyrewards ni lg senang, just cari 2 orang, then settle, tnggu duit msuk je la. Tp fee mhal sket la...min rm248...


Smlm msa discuss bende ni ngan ima, jumpa Ern...Gosh, she's so adorable...
biasa dia pnggil aku Che Che (kakak)...tp smlm first time dia pronounce "kakak". Huhu...sukenye...wish t bla da kawin ngan dia, ank ktorang akan cute mcm Ern...Mmmmmuahh! Cyg Ern... (^_^)

Mlm td gayut ngan dia...Discuss psal cincin risik n tunang...
Tak sabarnye tunggu couple ring ni tukar jd cincin tanda dr dia...Cincin ni aku bli spasang...msa ktorang bru couple dlu...One for me n one for him..Ada sebab nape aku bli cincin xfeminin nih tau...Msa bli tu nga patah ati ngan ajie..Then bli la cincin camni utk dri sndri sbb xnk jd lembik lg...Huhu...n sbb nk pkai cincin ladies dr orang yg akan jd suami aku je, xnk lg dr laki yg hampeh...N it's about time now...Life is soooo beautiful. Hurm.....

Ape la nk jd rini...da la msuk keje lmbat, [nsib bek RA ley msuk keje ikut suka ati] keje xjln2 lg ni..dok ngadap blog lak...Tah la...fokus cam da t'pesong ler....T'pesong ke pojek master..Lg 2 minggu lapor diri as tutor...so kna smbg master la gamaknye n complete PhD within 5 years...Ganbatchou!!!

Tau x..smlm, ima cite, syazlan ckp keje aku bterabur???! Man, I wanna see how good is he. Sesuka ati wat statement tnpa bukti sahih. Lau bgus sgt, nape pkai hasil keje aku? xmalu! [marah berapi nih]

~Further Study~

Smlm...tngok melodi...psal Search wat tour kat London kot...so rmai la student2 Msia kat sana datang..aku...nk sgt further study oversea...Mesti best n life thrill kat sana...tp..aku kenang2kn dia..aku xsanggup nk jauh ngan dia, especially lelame..Tp...no matter what, dia xnk tman aku g sana n lbey rela jauh dr aku lelame even as husband..That's why aku plan further study sni..dkat ngan dia n xyah nk dok risau survival, just fokus kat research..Aku harap aku ley strive utk master pojek ni...hopefully dapat convert trus ke PhD..mmg berat ar..Tp...I'm not Superwoman...Mampu ke dia utk faham ore no genkai? Pg keje, ptg urus rumah, mlm urus utk esoknye...postgrade bukannye ley lau takat wat opis hour je..Ritu discuss psal cincin ngan dia. Quite ok. Cuma tah, these days, aku rasa,I have no one to hold on to. Not even myself.