Issyouni

What is it that makes people able to stay together happily ever after? One might think it's understanding or love or care, some might probably say it's chemistry.

It's not understanding or love, or finding the right person or how much the mate cares. Wonder why?

=> understanding
People can stand others, but to some extent before they blow up. How long are you going to understand people's way that you hate?

=> love or care
how long can love or care last? It is the oxytocin hormone that generate love, makes man and woman bonds together and the maximum limit it can last in human within a relationship is 2-3 years. What y'all gonna do after that? Break up? Changing partner? Flirt around?

The magic spell depends on how better we avoid misunderstanding, creating the right relationship and care TILL the end; that makes a fairy tales end happily ever after. Love, understanding, care, mr right, all these factors doesn't really contribute to the type of love that you expect. It's the magic spells that make peoples stay together no matter as friends, neighbors or mates. That's why some dumps the other when they feel that the other person does not really understand them. That's why people's change when they still the same person in frame. 

I think that's really stupid of them. If u can no more see understanding in others, why don't you avoid misunderstanding? If not, you only making things worse. How stupid can a stupid be?

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alone ˅ lonely => BECAUSE OF YOU

Right now, the only meds that my soul need would probably be 7790. 7790 used to tell; learn to forgive n forget, u need to put urself in people's shoe, then only u're capable of understanding them which in turn, forgive them.
But how can I forgive thee for unnerving me? for hurting me? for being nothing but trouble? Oh, i wish thee  doesn't really exist. Thee that's:
1- not my equal in terms of humanity,
2- misreading my vulnerability,
3 - incapable of being in need, consulting calendar for me

serves to be kick outta my life. I don't understand how pictures never change, but the people in them do. How stupid can a stupid be? Right now,  I'll leave it to the truth, let's see on which side will triumph reside, huh?

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What are friends?

What are friends?

Friends are people that you think are your friends

But they really your enemies, with secret indentities

and disguises, to hide they true colors

So just when you think you close enough to be your flesh and blood

they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin

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Tak Sekata

Bape menjak ni hati agak ribut. Td tngok cite cina, L for Love, L for Lies. Dah jd habit, bila ngok pape cite especially yg menyentuh prasaan; love story, old good times, biasanya tend to motivate dri sendiri to be better person in relationship with people; any kind - oldies, loved one, stranger...

But.... 'terpandang belakang'...I am fully aware that those who keeps me breathing are not my equal, we shouldn't mix around together. Tp times ngan diorang are the most calming one, I guess. Sometimes, I do missed them, bila bumped in ngan pape yg reminds bout them. And I really miss them right now eventhough I know some of them are bad peoples that really good at taking sponge on me trade off their virtues on me. And I am aware that I am owned now. That's what keeping me not to be astray. That's up to today..Ptg ni dok layan cite antu lak. Hounted School ngan death curse...Yikes!

Smlm... jejalan sampai puas, even demam xla baik sgt. G kdai moto, moto tinggal balance around rm300 more je to be settled. Phew, nsib bek bunga xnek byk. Tah bape bulan da aku xbyar. Then g urut kaki. Ho....lega...kasi repair sama badan. Then jejalan kat jj....Jalan sampai xlarat n jalan. Ksut yg bli ritu, sakit kaki jalan. Nsib bek la harganya rm20 lbey aje. Lau dok diam ok je. Jarang beli spatu, tu yg slah pilih aje...trus time tu gak g bli spatu baru. Then beli komik gempakstars aje tah bape biji. G secret secipe!! 

Lame gile xrasa secret recipe...Beli panties belang lg (ahaks), stationary sket, then blik layan tb sambil study tak dilupe...Tngok Momok the movie. Takut, tp ada gak la part klakar...Bile nk blik pt raja ni...nk wat facial, nk shopping pape yg patut, amek baju kat tai chong, nk bsuh lg..Ah....Time is running out n I hate to rush!

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That's okay

I go on like I never knew u,

I'm awake but everything is half asleep,

I pray for this heart to be unbroken,

I should carry on, but I'm swimming in an ocean all alone instead.

Maybe this is a big mistake all this while

Maybe the teller's right

I should have seen what's there is not some holy light

Don't pretend u're sorry,

coz I know u're not!

But that's okay..coz u never really able to sacrifice for me as much as I do

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Esok Birthday

Tmorow's my birthday. Tp..rini...aku dah xharap yg dia akan ada. Last sunday kol dia, ngadu gado ngan mama, tp kena bebel ngan dia lak. Aku ckp, lau rasa susah sgt nk kawin ngan aku, tpulang pd dia. Suppose mlm tu b4 tdo, 3g, tp dia xkol pun. Smlm satu ari suntuk pun dia snyap. And I don't wanna look 4 him anymore today. Biarla. Maybe aku bukan orang yg dia nk. He never chase on me anyway..Esok pun anniversary friendship ngan bestfriend aku. Tp tah nape, thn ni persepsi aku pd dia sikit berubah. Aku rasa, dia bukanlah orangye yg akan ada bila aku btul2 plukan dia. Nobody will be there for me. And there never was. Cuma aku je yg slalu susahkan diri tolong orang. Tetibe aku rindu van..Sbb diorang la org first yg aku akan cari bila down. And hampir setahun aku tepikan diorg sjak ada dia..Sbb dia xsuka..And aku sanggup even it hurts me to do so..

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