Kabut Serangkai Mawar

Heh, tjuk pos xley blah..

Saat ni, pala otak mmang serabut memikirkan mcm2 which probably effect my future.

ilang keje?

gagal dalam idop?

tah...

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Dear Heart~

Saat ni, hati dan kepala berserabut...serabut dgn sumanya. Pk nk mati, hurm...dosa byk. Pk nk truskan idop, takot lak..Mngu dpan proposal msti da siap. Msalah nye xjumpa msalah...jd xley nk wat proposal..mngu dpan kna present, n mngu dpan kna submit kat upm...dean tah stuju tah x tjuk ni...supervisor kat upm green lite da...cam friendly dr cara dia reply mail aku..Tp kena dok ostel...god i hate hostel. sharing toilet, bathroom reramai..nk kna q...luar dr blik...tertibe ada antu..

adus...nk dok uma sewa, costly lak..dok ostel camne nk msak..sane ade fast food dekat2 ke...kurus kering la aku....hope jadual ok so that xyah dok sna ari2...ulang alik je...The future is worrying me also. Can the earth stop moving for me to take breathe?

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One wish

"If I had just one wish
Only one demand
I hope he'll love me more
I hope he understands
That life means nothing without him..."

Diorang dok ckp psal wish td. If we had a chance to get a granted wish, what we'll be wishing for? If it's me, I'll wish for him..Tp 1 wise wish from them is a wish for heaven. The reason is, bla kta dapat syurga, suma wish kta akan tertunai. Means u can wish for many things. To think rationally, I would certainly wish for the brain to compelete this project. Duhh..! And of course to complete my PhD a.s.a.p...Amin, Insyaallah....

Td da order cupcake... Hasilnye t lbey kurang combination cupcakes ni...min 16 biji..Design sendiri. Amacam, ok x? If rasa ok, suma ok, tunang t maybe nk wat cupcakes lbey kurang camni..Hehe..

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Duit dan Ting Ern

Smlm jumpa ima..discuss psal bisness..Bisness topup n cyrewards...Dua2 bisnes ni, aku join pas ilang keje..Credits to mrjajan, dia mmg wat bende2 ni fulltime. Duit mmg ribu2 la masuk. Aku join bende ni pun coz xnk ilang income cam ilang keje dlu...Backup in case. Anything can happen, you know..

Bisness topup da jln, duit pun da masuk...For me, mmg xrugi join topup ni. Monthly biasa aku spent around rm100 for top up aje. Bla abes kredit je mula la mlas nk g cari topup. Bnda ni lak kta topup dri sendiri pkai sms je. Dr buang duit bli topup kat apek, bek sndiri topup..[elak bazir duit kat orang, huhu..] lau topup utk dri sndri je n just jual topup, mmg untung sen..Consider worth it la bg yg xminat bisnes, tp nk dpt benefit bila topup..Lau nk lbey of course kna cari downline at least 4 orang..

Nk join? Snang je...

1 - register online kat sini, free, tp sebulan je la user account ni. Bla da bank in fee kat upline, bru jd VIP member -> http://prepaid4u.net/?id=topup_me

2 - bank in rm65 kat upline, then dia akan activate VIP akaun kta. Kta akan receive sms activation. Just reply "YES" je.

3 - Upon activation, kta akan dapat MyeCash rm11. Bende ni la kredit topup yg kta akan pkai or jual. So, pkai la rm5 or rm10 MyeCash ni utk test topup dri sendiri or org len. Cam bli topup reload kat kdai, bla kredit da masuk, pembeli akan dpt sms yg kredit da masuk. Kta lak akan dpt sms report yg kredit da masuk kat pembeli. So pembeli or kta, dua2 xley nk tipu la yg kredit xmasuk. MyEcASH kta bru ada rm11, so lau kta pkai topup rm10, MyeCash kta akan tnggal rm1. Camne nk tambah kredit(modal pusingan) utk jual / pkai topup? Here goes next step.

4 - Kta bli kredit kat ATM maybank or bli online kat -> https://www.cimbclicks.com.my/TIBSEPWeb/fpxBillPayment_add.do?payeeId=FPXMET

* lau bli kat ATM, kna pkai Maybank ATM card. Msuk je kad tu cam nk withdraw, tp plih menu beli topup. Plih amount topup yg kta nk beli (min rm30), t dia akan kua resit camni. Sent sms kat gateway (masukkan kod tambah nilai yg ada kat resit ni), t dia akan topup MyeCash kta. So MyeCash kta yg tinggal rm1 td, akan jd min rm30 depend on amount yg kta bli td...

* lau bli online, kta kna ada online banking account la..msukkn no hp kta, ic kta n amount kredit yg kta nk bli..pastu proceed based on jenis bank kta. (maybank, cimb, etc...)

5 - Skang kta da ada modal, bla nk pkai/ jual topup, just ikut sms dlm manual yg kta dpt msa register as VIP. For each topup kta akan dapat komisen. Skit je la. But once kta da ada downlide, kta akan dpt mcm2 bonus utk topup yg kta pkai, yg kta jual, downline kta kta dpt n topup yg downline kta pkai / jual for continously for 10 level...

Yg cyrewards ni lg senang, just cari 2 orang, then settle, tnggu duit msuk je la. Tp fee mhal sket la...min rm248...

Smlm msa discuss bende ni ngan ima, jumpa Ern...Gosh, she's so adorable...

biasa dia pnggil aku Che Che (kakak)...tp smlm first time dia pronounce "kakak". Huhu...sukenye...wish t bla da kawin ngan dia, ank ktorang akan cute mcm Ern...Mmmmmuahh! Cyg Ern... (^_^)

Mlm td gayut ngan dia...Discuss psal cincin risik n tunang...

Tak sabarnye tunggu couple ring ni tukar jd cincin tanda dr dia...Cincin ni aku bli spasang...msa ktorang bru couple dlu...One for me n one for him..Ada sebab nape aku bli cincin xfeminin nih tau...Msa bli tu nga patah ati ngan ajie..Then bli la cincin camni utk dri sndri sbb xnk jd lembik lg...Huhu...n sbb nk pkai cincin ladies dr orang yg akan jd suami aku je, xnk lg dr laki yg hampeh...N it's about time now...Life is soooo beautiful. Hurm.....

Ape la nk jd rini...da la msuk keje lmbat, [nsib bek RA ley msuk keje ikut suka ati] keje xjln2 lg ni..dok ngadap blog lak...Tah la...fokus cam da t'pesong ler....T'pesong ke pojek master..Lg 2 minggu lapor diri as tutor...so kna smbg master la gamaknye n complete PhD within 5 years...Ganbatchou!!!

Tau x..smlm, ima cite, syazlan ckp keje aku bterabur???! Man, I wanna see how good is he. Sesuka ati wat statement tnpa bukti sahih. Lau bgus sgt, nape pkai hasil keje aku? xmalu! [marah berapi nih]

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A new day...

Td jumpa "bpak angkat"...Blikan dia vitagen n chocs..Blackforest n Kinder Joy...Disebabkan xley decide nk bg dia which one, bwak je la suma n suh dia plih. Then dia ckp, nape kna plih,n aku cakap la coz xley decide. Tp pastu rasa xsdap lak bla dia tnya camtu. I should have brought 1 only..Man...my mistake..huh...

Arini aku pkai baju pink. Singgah sebelah, bla masuk je, "dia" pandang aku dngan pandangan terkejut. Pastu trus dia blik seat dia n ym ngan *** They must have been talking something bout me. Dua2 pandang2 aku, sengih2, taip2, pastu bla aku dtg kat pc, trus close lak. I know she doesn't like me. Dr cara dia bla bual ngan aku, da nampak yg she feels annoyed. Tak tau la pe yg xkna. Sbb aku manja sangat ke? Dia tu lg la, manja buat2, da la keras. Geli je. Eww..### ckp, dia xsuka pink. Tp xkan la sbb xsuka pink, sampai react camtu skali kat aku? Tah la.

Life getting tougher but better for me. Mungkin btul kata orang, bla nk kawin, rezeki datang. Amin..moga dia jodoh yg terbaik utk aku. Maybe dia bkn yg terbaik, but still, he's the most eligible..N aku doa, aku mampu jd yg terbaik utk dia..Hope mlm ni dia kol. xsbar nk gtau dia good news ni.

Others wouldn't matter anymore, no one stands by me though. It's just him and I never thought it would be like this. 10,000 promises. Wouldn't make much different if it's only me holding in to it.

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20-01-2010

Hurm...my first post for this year..Lame da xnulis. Maybe sbb aku just accept things as it is lately, so no heart felt...

Last Sunday, dia bawak aku jumpa family dia..Upon birthday party anak akak dia..Ramai yg datang. Parent dia, jiran n adik beradik dia..Cuma 3 siblings dia je yg xdtg..Apparently, adik beradik dia suma yg laki muka sebijik dia. Mmg saling xtumpah. Suma muka bapak dia. Tetiba rasa cam dia ada byk lak. Cam kembar lak. Huhu..Family dia..hurm..such a happy family, happening..suma ok. Aku ni xsuka g uma orang. Bru g jap, da rimas nk blik. Tp kat uma akak dia ritu, xrasa camtu..Bla rasa nk balik pas da lama, diri pjuk ati suh stay dlu jap lg..Sampai la dia sndri ajak aku balik..Huhu..unbelieveable..Bapak dia ok...ramah, byk tanya..Ngam ngan aku. Akak ipar dia, even akak dia pun. Just mak dia je, not even a word dr aku dtg. Msa nk blik je, aku ckp blik dlu n mak dia ckp ye la..Dia ckp mak dia mmg camtu. Tp aku prasan dr dtg mak dia pandang aku time aku terpandang mak dia. Tah la. Bf adik dia pun datang gak. Bpk dia ckp kat maknye, byk calon menantu kta...Huhu..Smlm msa gayut, dia cakap, akaknye ajak datang lepak uma bila free...

Skrang aku da tukar keje..maybe aku akan dambung master dlm bln 6 ni..If sambung master, for sure ktorang plan tunang trus, n kawin by next year..N skrang, aku da dok serumah ngan bestfren aku..Dia dapat keje kat sini..Tp aku rasa makin jauh ngan dia.Ritu, aku tegur dia, tgur prangai dia..Tah la, pe mknanye lau dia ngan aku same cam dia ngan kengkawan dia yg len?Tp tpulangla pd dia, coz aku xrasa aku penting dalam hidup dia..

Skrang, aku mula tebuka utk pk cara generate income slain dr keje ni..Aku xnk pisang buah 2x..Ckup la skali orang naye aku..Utk thn ni, get a good look at my back!

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